hehehehe...eeeeeeeeeee......
twit mode...=P
i have to, lest mabaliw nko sa sobrang burn out sa work...

the reason for the kite to fly happily in the sky, is not because it's free..
..it's because there's a string that will eventually tug it close..
even if it could fly freely, no matter how high it flies...even if it could reach outer space, it wouldn't be happy..

...beyond that string is a place to go home to,
even if it gets tattered and torn, or become useless..
there is a gentle hand that will hold it close.

that's why i can fly...

..for that, i would live the rest of my life as a useless creature

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i dunno where i saw this...it just so happen i remembered it...such an inconspicuous time to remember...sheesh...

"...when people like each other, they're supposed to have more fun...they're supposed to say "i love you" over and over... like idiots, kiss each other..sleep with each other..idiotic couples are good, because if you think too much about how you will look like when you act idiotic..thinking too deeply only hurts..."

easier said than done, eh?

...i guess...i ain't idiotic enough...

current mood: tired

things that i've lost lately:

>sleep

>time

>appetite

>too many body fluids...from my overworked tear ducts

>belief in good things and promises

>a friend

>myself

...if found, please return except the last item...the last item needs a hug...

tangina...tangina...tangina...

i hate melife.....haaayy.....

current mood: crappy

yeah! been wasting my life lately as a computer maniac/psuedo operations manager/errand girl/sneak (when the bosses are not looking...)...and as an irate agent...*mwuhahahaha!!!!!!!* my apologies to friends whom i haven't been in touch in awhile coz of the haggardness of my work...hay, kung alam ko lang na ganito kahirap kumita ng pera...shiet! anyway, as i am only sneaking behind my bosses's backs, i've to resume my stoic and oh so lifeless internet homepage...mahirap ng masibak sa trabaho....hay talaga...

on second thought....might as well spend the whole shift browsing though free movie trailers and music...oh well....

current mood: and ah...working?

im on my 15 min break and what am i doin? updating you guys on whats happening with my life so far.....well...post college life is really...well..tiring...hahahahahaha....ima post a more decent one later...

it all started really bad...my stomach hurts, like kabag or dyspepsia...then got really pissed off when my mom scolded me for not waking up early to cook...
shit! can't i get any birthday privileges??? then, my parents fought! yeah! that's morning events....then it rained, and rained...and rained some more...and it flooded..yeah! got wet...now im like a friggin sniveling kid...im getting all paranoid about non existing runny nose....*sniff* *sniff* 
blake has this theory about birthdays...that it would be the worst day in the entire year...well...i hope wala ng mas sasama pa dito...oh, by the way, this is the first birthday i celebrated here in tarlac after four years...way to go mom, dad!

current mood: gloomy

Your true color is Black!

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.....

...akalain mo? hehehe....parang di bagay. gusto ko kasi pink...hahahaha!!!!

current mood: blah

tangnang yan...ang tagal na eh, pero bakit ganun? umalis ka na please...

current mood: depressed

tapos na rin sa wakas, i made it through my graduation pictorials. hmmm, ok nman ung kinalabasan. sana. i'll try to post my pics here pag nakuha ko na.

it's been a long time since i posted...aheehee...tamad eh...

hay apo! i practically do nothin...oh! meron pala and here's the list:

>type my dad's grade sheet

>give class cards to whining students

>check my dad's e-mail for him...

>type my dad's quotation(for his projects)

>cook

>clean the house

>man the house coz evryone's out

>answer the phone

>listen to my brother quarrel with his girlfriend

>bathe the dogs...yea...dogs!

>go to the market in sweltering heat!!!

>sleep

>bathe

>watch tv

>basically...livin the life of a glorified katulong..and secretary...

...so there...

...sucks by the way...i miss yosi and booze..

well not really the yosi, coz my brother sneaks me some..

pero i want to smoke where i don't have to hide it from my parents...haaaayyyy....

current mood: bored